Elements Of Nothingness

New blog :D

2010-09-30T22:55:00.002+04:00

Hahahhaha well people, i have created my student blog :D

and i am soooo excited about it.

lol

please oh please check it out (A)

http://eliqashaza.blogspot.com/

*click it*

Final Year x

2010-09-19T23:57:00.004+04:00

As everyone knows, dubai students have started school yet again.

and this is my final year. I can't believe I'm already sitting for my O levels end of this year.

its quite exhilarating actually.

to be honest school is exactly the same as it was last year.

its as though we just continuing where we left of.

Same students in the same class.

i think the only new fact bout school this time is a small population of new students, chairs and tables in the halls, and the new teachers.

some are quite impossible to understand to be honest.

like i have this new teacher, i will not say who.

but i think she needs to like try to be a little bit more serious.

anyways.

I have to make my own freakin student blog now.

i"ll post it up here for your own pleasure ;)

You know anytime your bored, just click it :D

Yalla, am off me lovely readers.

Holland x

2010-09-03T00:38:00.000+04:00

Good Morning World :D

Our lovely flight of 6 hours went quite well actually..

Isnt the view just breathtaking?

Enjoy Bitches ;)

The streets.

Check this out people.

this is the first thing you get to see when you get out of the airport.

hahah orgasmic innit?

;)

anyways loves, am gonna go off and enjoy chatting on msn and fb-ing like a homo.

blackberryy!!

2010-06-21T01:10:00.000+04:00

omg. I'm actually blogging from my blackberry! :)
What can I say?
I'm just sooo jobless.
Well I'm in bed and its 1am.
I can't believe I'm actually gonna say this.
But I miss my baby :(
Haven't seen him in like 2 days now and it feels like forever :(

I have to go to school tomorrow /:
Elli's concert thing is tomorrow and I have to be there.
I hope duwane and nikol and josh are in school to ease the painful boredom.
I wonder how this would look on the blog.
Since I can't fix the color or the size of the fonts :p

Anywayss.
Am gonna go off to bed :)
Lovee to all.

Ps. My friends were burned alive in they're house in mirdiff and now
They're in a coma in the hospital. It would mean a lot for you to pray
For them.. Kim,Fatima,leena & daniella.. Were with you and I know ur strong
Enough to make it through this. Everything will be back to normal Inshaallah.
Love u gurls and my prayers are for you..

Xx

summertime ;)

2010-06-17T11:28:00.005+04:00

Ladies and gents.

Summer is finally here and guess what?!

I cant wait to start partying the night awayy.

am gonna be starting tonight actually :D

Jemuals birthday is the kick-off to my summer partying sessions.

im typing this from the school lab actually.

Mirna is sitting right next to me.

Lol x

moving on

exams finally over like proper over.

no more arabic and freakin IT.

ahhhhh...the smell of freshh air is sooo refreshing isnt it? (A)

im going to Holland on the 28th for elisha's wedding thingy.

papa, mama and elli will be heading to london and i shall be on my own in Holland.

GOD I CANNOT WAIT :D

moving on

Am currently addicted to three things right now.

ONE

My Blackberry :)

And everyone who owns one would have to agree that it is Everything!

TWO

Twitter.

Since my bb has it therefore i am addicted to it aswell :D

THREE

The L Word.

This is defo my new gossipgirl.

I havent finished watching season 3 of GG yet though.

Mirna is going to get me the CD's Coz shes such an angel :)

Now The L Word is about a group of lesbians who go through problems and shit.

plus the sex scenes are just uber awsome! :)

anywaysss...

i have math after this so i think ama go.

loveee youuussss xx

Song currently addicted to : Eminem & Rihanna-I Love The Way You Lie

Home :(

2010-06-11T00:09:00.002+04:00

My exams are finally over.

besides the fact that arabic and IT isnt really counted as exams :p

soo..

guess what?!

im fucking home :(

its a thursday night and my finals are over and im HOME.

well im saving it for tomorrow then.

Im out tomorrow bitches and i wanna be out the WHOLE DAY.

the best friend here isnt doing so well.

i doubt i can actually call her that anymore.

thing with DUBAI is that you cant really have a bestfriend.

there isnt such a thing.

its kinda like asking a tree to live without any source of water.

IMPOSSIBLE.

Dubai is made up of backstabbers, drunks, pedo's and fuckers :D

occasionally you have the decent ones.

im lucky enough to have quite a few of those rare breeds.

soo since i have nothing much to really blog about at this time.

i think im gonna sleep or surf the web to kill time.

blog tomorrow probably..

Lovess To All You Hoes <3

Loving Me ;)

2010-06-10T00:12:00.002+04:00

You know you love me (A)

Hahah yes yes i know i havent been updating at ALL.

Tbh theres not much to update about.

No idea why im even updating :p

well here goes the stories/drama's/fuck-ups etc.

Tomorrow is my Travel&Tourism paper and thats practically my last important paper.

I fucked my finals.

I studied but the grades arent pulling through.

Sucks like a bitch though.

I mean i practically dropped one grade in most of my subjects.

I saw my business results and i cried you hoes.

I got a fucking B :/

anyways. Finals are almost over.

haha thank god i swear.

i need a break from school.

aghhh soo much stress and studying and teachers and drama.

moving on.

other then that elisha is freakin out for her wedding shit.

lol how i am so not surprised.

Randy and lisha's wedding!

woop woop.

were going to holland on the 28th i think.

mama's apparently booked the tickets and shit.

moving on.

Omg heres GOOD news :D

I wrote a short story for my english class yea and out of about 30 students.

only 9 were chosen

and i was one of emmm!!!

hahaha my story is on the freakin school online magazine.

and i am also on the editorial team :D

haha NERD MOMENT HERE PEOPLE.

imma hook up the link for ya'll sexy hoes to check out my oh so emo story.

http://www.phoebusonline.com/?p=29

*click the fuck out of it*

moving on.

Im dating.

yes i know i know.

im not in love though :D

we've been dating for a month and a half.

no story on this one

his names SALIM

and he's 21 :D

thats about it.

im with him ALL the time and i think i might really like this guy.

but after the last heartbreak

im not gonna let him have me that easily.

LOVE IS JUST TOO OVER RATED.

anyways lovelies.

am off to bed.

wish me luck :)

Abyss

2010-04-10T04:52:00.001+04:00

I hate you.

The fact that you think you own me,

I’m trapped.

My world is nothing less than a black hole leading to an abyss of emptiness.

You enter the space in which I live in and I feel as though I don’t belong,

Just a walking figure that no longer exists,

The only person who seems to be able to see me is my own reflection.

I am dead.

You have brought death to me.

I no longer breathe your air.

I no longer see your old decrepit face.

My worn out ears no longer eats your masculine voice.

I try not to think.

I try not the feel.

I want to be numb.

One bullet.

That’s all it took for me to escape this misery.

I am free.

I’m flying with a grin.

Looking down on you and how sad your life is.

Now its your turn to wait for death.

Like an old dying tree, yet its life never ending.

Suffer.

Movies ;)

2010-03-13T18:15:00.003+04:00

Thursday was report card day :/

Lets just say i did preetyy well (A)

heres the grades.

Fasten your seatbelts ladies and gents.

Arabic A

Art B

Business studies A*

Economics A

English C

IT A*

Maths (ext) D

Travel & Tourism B

Moving on,

Me and Elli went to the movies and watched alice in wonderland and papa and mama came later

we watched precious :)

Lets just say i couldnt stop crying when i was watching precious.

It was so vivid and Real!

we shouldnt take advantage of our lives.

There are those out there who arent as lucky as we are.

MUST WATCH x

Thats that for now :)

Ill blog latr bout friday <3

School.

2010-02-21T11:37:00.003+04:00

Why is it that i always end up updated my DEAD blog in school?

How ironic is that?

haha

im sorry yea that i havent been updating and shit.

I've been celebrating my ending of exams!

ahahah and believe it or not i think i am doing quite okay.

I GOT A* FOR BUSINESS!

AND I GOT HIGHEST IN MY CLASS.

HAHAHA NERD MOMENT ;)

Had an argument with mama yesterday bout my blackberry.

I want it so bad and i said i was willing to loan the money and shit.

plus my birthday is in 3 months but the promotion would be over by then.

Its AED1950 for a blackberry bold and you get free bluetooth headsets and a free cheap nokia phone and above that free 6 months of internet!

Anyways readers.

Im off.

Ill try update often-er .

Ohh i would like to say.

WHY MEN MARRY BITCHES IS A MUST READ FOR WOMEN OUT THERE!

toodles x

Exams.

2010-02-05T00:15:00.002+04:00

what else is there for me to say?

besides the fact that my brain is getting raped by the exams next week.

I did my Travel&Tourism presentation yesterday and it went really well.

Miss Leina was oh so proud of me ;)

Jonathan helped so much though.

I just spent 3 hours doing the PowerPointPresentation.

We did it on Hong Kong.

Woop Woop x

Moving on.

We have a new Business teacher.

Mr.Kazeem.

Uber awsome and really nice.

I think i might just be getting it now.

No offence to Miss Tara *cough*

Ooh we held auditions for the upcoming play in school

This is done by the Drama Club f.y.i

And guess who is co-directing it?

Me!

I hate the fact that were going to be doing High School Musical 3 though.

Its kinda depressingly sad.

Other then that I have participated in Rock Challange aswell.

Its this huge group of students who dance together and shit.

T W I T T E R

haha.

My twitter was dead for quite a while but i have brought it back to life.

To be honest I am A D D I C T E D to it now!

its getting quite dangerous!

anyways sexiis.

Its a Thursday night and im home.

How sad :/

Loves to all

mwa

xoxo

Busy.

2010-02-02T13:35:00.002+04:00

I am simply dead with all these things i have to be doing.

Stress Activites Include:

1.Exams coming up next week.

2.Studying high school musical 3 for the drama club.

3.Finish up all my homeworks and assignments.

4.Chores at home.

5.Valentines thing which i gotta plan.

Well besides that.

Me and Him are kinda back. ;)

As i said ladies and gents its LUST x

haha, i just can't resist his sexiness.

I need a Faggie Baddie :(

School is about to end in about 8 minutes and i think i have stayback for Rock Challange today :/

I don't know if i'll be staying back though.

Wayy too many things that i have to do.

Anyway sexiis Muchos Love xx

I'll be going n0w.

Mwa

xoxo

Information Technology

2010-01-31T11:24:00.002+04:00

You guessed it ladies and gents.

I am in Class and I only had about 3 hours of sleep.

I had to finish my argumentative essay and guess what?

We didnt have to pass it up today -_-"

Moving on from the boring topic.

Seems like The Winchesluts are All Coupling up :)

Congrats to the New Couples.

And for those who ended theyre Union.

Congrats on having the balls for doing it ;)

Thats All I have to Blog about.

Im going to be heading to gardens for my DailyFagTime *DFT*

This is strictly after school ofcourse :)

Loves to All Yous sexyy Sluts.

Mwa x

xoxo

New Light :)

2010-01-31T03:02:00.002+04:00

Well how should i start this?

Its now 3:03 am and i have School tomorrow :)

I felt like writing about how im currently feeling.

Dont ask me why.

Here goes.

I do not need Him to be Happy.

I do not need Him to be Smart.

I do not need Him to be Sexy.

I do not need Him to be Crazy.

I do not need Him to be Funny.

I do not need Him to be Caring.

I do not need Him to be Me.

Therefore, i have come to a conclusion that I Do Not Need Him.

Yes when he's there I feel Amazing.

Theres that thing in my stomach known as butterflies.

But if you think about it.

Why should He bring me those butterflies?

Why cant I change the direction of my Happiness?

Exactly my point people.

Love is when both sides are happy with each other.

What i have isn't love.

Its lust ;)

Kisses to all.

Nite x

Im off to bed

xoxo

Why?

2010-01-29T01:37:00.002+04:00

Why is it that she can't get over the fact that He is an ass?

Why is she so hooked onto Him?

Why can't she move on and find someone Better?

Someone who she deserves to be with.

Love is nothing short of Pain itself.

Its just another word to help substitute teh word Pain.

Both emotions bring the same thing to the table.

They both relate to each other.

Its kinda depressing knowing this shit.

She loves Him.

She wants Him.

She adores Him.

She needs Him.

She deserves Him.

After everything she does.

He never realises it.

WHY?

In a minute he could change his mind to suit himself

eventhough it crushes her.

He doenst care.

Why is he so heartless?

Just some random questions roaming around in my vacant mind :/

Simply why?

Winner ;)

2010-01-26T23:44:00.002+04:00

I got my MEDALS todayyy.

Before i start my rambles.

Allow me to say HELLO :)

Omg how lame am i? *dont answer that*

Well back to the story, yes yes I finally got my medals today :)

I got 2 GOLD medals.

For short put and disc :)

Woop eliqa shaza is now an athelete ;)

anyways, I was late for mr.roberts class and low and behold i got a certificate for being all happy and shit :)

yes i am just so AMAZING :D

Tomorrow were havin this sales thing for business week.

I came home at like 6pm today and as soon as i got home i started baking brownies for tomorrows sale.

Bussy dayyy mann.

I am dead tired.

I had an eco test today which went quite well actually.

And exams will be starting next month.

i seriously gotta shape up my studies here.

This thursday will be packed with plans so i wont be free.

Lalala.

Im gonna head of to sleep now:)

Love you sexiessss.

xoxo

Winter Jam ;)

2010-01-22T01:46:00.003+04:00

Okay so today was the Winter Jam which was an event in school where there was a DJ and Music and its just where a bunch of friends get together to dance and enjoy ourselves.

The event happened in school.

But here is how the day went.

After school i went back to Sanjana's place to get ready.

Then believe it or not my Zipper for my dress Broke!

i couldnt zip it up, so guess what happened.

Sanjana's mom sewed me into the dress.

i was stuck in the dress and couldnt get myself out of it!

Lol

anyways then we went to school and had the amazing party ;)

Then Moe brought us to jbr Sanj went home and i had Kfc and met up with the Box Boyz:)

Owh what a night.

I am exhausted and my feet hurt like a bitch.

My eyelids are weighing a ton and i am struggling just to keep them open.

Here is something i found which i would like to share with my fellow readers.

Christiano Ronaldo Is My Sex :)

Here is why ;)

As you all can guess im DEAD tired.

so im off :)

Loves to all

Mwa x

Sweet dreams Sexies.

Piercing x

2010-01-17T22:13:00.003+04:00

School was boring, and the fact that i slept freakishly late didn't help.

I fell asleep in Business and that was so not called for.

2 hours of sleep is NOT enough people.

anywayss.

i got my ears pierced today :)

And it was done my Yours Truly ;)

here check it out xx

too lazy to post anything else for now.

love you loadz readers ;)

xxx

Burdubai x)

2010-01-16T22:57:00.003+04:00

today was interesting to be honest.
I woke up at 10 a.m and I couldnt fall back into slumber!

Can you believe it!

I slept at 3.30a.m and i was awake by10.

Freakyyyy

Anyways, I met up with Faiza and Duwane todayyy :D

Faiza had to do her hair and i had to do my eyebrows.

Duwane was there to carry my sexy bag.

And because we love him. <3

So papa dropped me at nakheel and i took the metro to financial.

Met up with Faiza and then we headed to Burjuman. My Metro Ofcourse.

Duwane was waiting there.
The three of us ventured into the dead area? *no idea what to call it* known as burjuman.

Faiza did her hair as was planned and i did my eyebrows.

We had Singapore Deli!

Yaaaay I had Nasi Lemak!

Good foood babee!

Then Faiza had to leave, me and Duwane had Ice cream and the day ended.

Ooooh i took the BUS home!

Yay me!

Oh By The Way,

we found a slogan for Our group Sindhu's Gems!

Lol how much more gay-er can we get?

Check it out ;)

Instant Fail! Yay Us ;)

Duwane's Fail Attempt At Posing. LOL -_-"

well thats all i have for today.

i wont promise to update tomorrow.

but i will tryy.

lovesss

xxx

Today.

2010-01-13T23:04:00.003+04:00

Nothing much happened today worth bloging actually.

Woke up early.

Went to school.

The only fun and worthwhile subject that i look forward to everyday would be Maths :)

Haha only because Sindhu's Gems are there.

Look heres the down low bout this Sindhu's Gems thing.

Me,Faiza,Feba,Batul,Hazman And Duwane sit together in the same table.

This only happens during math btw.

Our teachers name is Sindhu.

so Faiza thought lets call ourselves Sindhu's gems.

and so thats how we got our name.

lol

moving on.

Yesterday i watched this movie called jennifers body with elli.

To be honest i would recomend it.

Only if your into hot chicks eating guys :)

The movie is the SEX.

I Loved It

and i think you sexies will to.

anyways im done bloging for today.

will try to update again tomorrow.

Love Ya'll Loadz x)

mwa x

new page :)

2010-01-12T22:40:00.003+04:00

Well, yes i know it has been more then long since i have updated this oh so dead blog of mine.
To be honest there simply isn't enough hours in the day :)

Here is a good question.

WHERE DO I START ?

hahah

well lets start fresh shall we?

The New Years

I was in a bar with Elli and some cousins

Just so you know this happened in Austria ;)

hmm.

we stayed in a place called Edelwaiss *i think*

in a small town known as Kolsass.

anyways back to the night.

The night started off as a family thing.

then around 11 I was with Elli in the bar.

it was quite dull and boring and lifeless, but then thats where the guys from Holland appeared.

I bumped into them while walking back from my uncles place and we became aquaintences :)

They invites us to sit with them and thats where the Part began :)

Next thing i knew it was new years and everyone was shouting and kissing.

The teenagers there were all Drunk out of theyre minds.

Legal age 16 people ;0

anyways lets just say the night was a success.

Pictures :)

Next Chapter

School started and Break ups happened.

Yes i was dating this guy named Mezi.

It lasted a month and a half.

And now its over.

But were friends, which is a good thing i guess :)

I have tons of homework and catching up to do.

Its nothing short of Insane!

Yallah Habibti's

Im signing off.

and i think i will be posting a lot more this year.

thats what i always say

lol

Agesssss x

2009-12-02T02:54:00.002+04:00

well, it has been ages since my last update...

it's as though i went MIA for the whole of November eh ?

Haha no worries im still ALIVE.

and i am actually

enjoying it very much. I had my first assesments and guess what i got?

2A* 4A 1C 2D

Amazing innit?

well i got a D for islamic and maths...

other then that... hmmm...

I'm on holidays now, for another 6 days ;)

yes bitch's be Jealous

I'm gonna be leaving for Austria this month for Christmas

Then hopefully if Mama and Papa say yes i will be headed to Thailand with my schoool

.x)

Well yes i am dating now.

his name is Mezi.

He's 18.

He's smart and charming ;)

He came over yesterday and met my parents

we went for some shisha and we chilled at home the entire dayy

haha, lets not escape the fact that he lives in freaking Sharjah which is like an hour away

haha its still fresh but we sure do like Love each other ;)

Ohhh i was in JBR todayy

met up with a bunch of friends and we chilled had dinner at hardees

Guest List

Haitham

Salim
Santaraa

Shrimpyy

Farooq

Connie

Ali

Saood

and soooo many more..

there was like 30 people

lets just say it was an outdoor PARTY

Too bad my Baby wasnt there :(

I miss himm...

anywayss

i will try and update more often okay.

ill tryyyy...

Mwa xxxx

loves

Dead x

2009-10-12T21:20:00.002+04:00

it's quite amazing that i haven't updated this poor abandoned thing :/
i dunno what hit me to actually update this thing.
well here i am :D
hmm where should i start eh?

first.
i am fine and doing okay actually.
no longer in fucked up reltionships.
i'll be taking papa's advice on this.
i'll happily stay single carefree and funky ;)

second.
i went to KEVA .
its a club next to chi@the lodge.
hahaha
your thinking how the eff did i get my ass in a CLUB :p
not much to it actually.
the gurl throwing the birthday*sanjana*
her dad OWNS the place ;)

third.
there is no third actually..
oohhh except that im in first language english.
and its kinda fucking my brain,hahaha
so many shit
BUSSINESS is okayy
so is ECONOMICS ;)
<3

overall everythings been good:)
thank GOD xD

MWA x
ill try updating more often

Love Drunk ?

2009-09-13T02:27:00.002+04:00

I cant belive i am actually going to be blogging at this time of the night xD
but i cant get my mind off this one thing
how is it that to me being DRUNK and being IN LOVE is the same shit.

let me explain.
see when you get drunk your usually hungover the next day . right?
same shit goes to being in love. don't you think so?
your in love, it lasts for a while then the pain you get after breaking up is the hangover.
think about it. i mean reallyy think about it.

I'll split it into two categories.

Being Drunk:
once we are drunk, obviously we enjoy ourselves without thinking of anything else accept having fun.
we do stupid shit and just savor that moment
that moment, to some, makes them happy.
then we wake up the next day with a Hangover and the Headaches
saying how much we regret getting drunk in the first place.

Being In Love:
We love being In Love,
it apparently gives us happiness and joy
it supposedly gives us that feeling of butterflies in your stomach
you do things that you enjoy doing with your bf/gf
then when its over.
BAMMM!
your struck with depression and the feeling of pure pain.
the feeling that you wished and regretted ever falling In Love with that person
trusting him/her with everythin

Now try and combine them both and compare it.
isn't it practically identical?
happiness,joy,fun-hangover,pain,depression
both leading to regret

there i've said whats on my mind at 2.30 am
and i have school in about 5 hours x

loves.
x

boo ;)

2009-09-01T05:34:00.003+04:00

since its been ages :D

thought i would Blog a lil for my fellow readers..

Doubt i have any thoughh ;)

well nothin much has happened to be honest

so no point in blaberrin about my nothingness :D

heres a link to a song i am totallyy in love with

introduced to me by my shrimppyyy Nouna <3>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STkzdgW7ONs

*click it*

you know you want to

Niteyy Night Babiess

i Need sleep

Its 5.30am

Mwa.

simply pain...

2009-08-20T02:49:00.002+04:00

when you feel as though you are in love, and your still at such a young age...
its nothing but a load of BULL...
he would say anything to get something from you
and no matter what anyone says it will never last
at the end of the day its only pain and tears for you
while he walks away with the prize
at such a young age we have to go through so much stress and problems
i dont know about everyone out there though :/
i know i am feeling thiss way
thats why i decided to blog and share how i feel.
the SMILE is fake
underneath it lies pain
but who would be able to see it if u always cover it up ?
he left for good and i feel empty
he told me to forget him and i feel broken
Nouna and Aamir are right
we have to move on...
but why does it hurt so damn much?
fuck it
x

sharjahh xD

2009-08-01T19:31:00.002+04:00

im currantly in shrarjah with ma best friend NOUNA :)

haha finally i am away from home..

.something that i need for a looooong time:/

been here for about 4 days nows

we went to DFC a couple days ago and chilled there

everyone was either being FAKE or beig all so WEIRD :P

we went hom bla bla bla.

so im just updating to tell ya'll that i am not at home

but at NOUNAS

hahahhahaha

weeeeeeeeeeeeee xxx

FREEEDOOOOOMMMMM

LOVES TO ALL

Mwa.

summer :'(

2009-07-28T04:47:00.002+04:00

well as you all know..*or dont know*

i am in DUBAI

no i am not gonna be going anywhere for summer after all

there has been a tragic reason which i would not really like to share with EVERYONE

all i can say is i am spending summer in dubai

my 16th GERMANY getaway isnt happening after all

mama couldnt get a refund

so 3000 bucks gone :'(

well there are the ups

i am staying and chillin with some of my friends here

been shopping coz of the GIANT SALE!

and going out here and there

i dont think i am gonna be updating much thoough

just havent really been in the mood ya know

im going to be in sharjah to stay with NOUNA

i think i might be there for a week or so :D

at least im out of this place ya know

i wanna escape my chores for a while

and see how they can live without me cleaning up after them :/

well ill update soon..

we hope**

lovess..

xoxo

yesterdays bliss ;)

2009-07-11T00:07:00.003+04:00

well yesterday i went out with a bunch of friends.. :D

we went to ibn batutta and chilled for a while..

went ROLLER BLADING

watched THE PROPOSAL

haha it was soooo funny :p

i must sayy wasnt expecting it to be so funny

me and rishi was laughing our asses off

o0oh me and courtney went into a competition for the SINGSTAR on PS3

we got the highest score..

we just have to wait and see if we win :D

anyways

arived home at around 12am after the movie

salooh came and brought me dinner then we hung out in marina till late..

that was the day

hahah even if there MIGHT be more

i dont KISS AND TELL ;)

can you people believe i UPDATED xD

hahaha

talk about joblesss... <3

lo0ong time eh?

2009-07-09T02:18:00.005+04:00

well haha i know i havent been updating lately..
not to say that i dnt have time:/
its just that i havent been in the mood to blog you know..
so once again i am sorry :(
well at least im here now and i am blogging...

FIRST
well nicole and dina had a birthday celebration
and so here are some pics for your enjoyment :D
DETAILS
happened at JBR beach
tons of people cam
music and drinks
enjoyed it :D
nicole slept ova ;)

SECOND
since it took me almost an hour to upload those 3 pics
i aint uploadin anymore for the night
i guess i'll just be typing down the actions ;)
haha
went to a FKME party which ended up being amazing
well salooh came to pick me up then we went
arrived around 9
party had a DJ *who is a good friend of mine*
drinks..
MUSIC
haha
salooh sent me back around 2 am
awww what a gentleman :p
whatever *cough*

IM GONNA BE FLYING TO GERMANY IN ABOUT 9 DAYS <3
cant wait to go and see eric gonna be there for about 6 weeks :D awwwwww
details :
leaving on the 18th july
flying from dubai to frankfurt then to berlin
thats where eric will pick me up
stay a couple days in berlin then go back to eric's
:D
arriving back on the 31st

well thats that people
its 6.15 am right now and i am seriously BORED
i think ama go and head to bed aight:D
ya'll take care and enjoy your summer...
if your lucky i'll update if not then i wont :/
no promises

PS
i got my results :/
lets just say i didnt do too well :(
i got
1-A*
1-A
1-C
and the rest-B

i got a C for FRENCH xD
at least i passed that!!
weeeiiiuuuuhhhh -_-"

loves x

summer time <3

2009-06-15T02:25:00.002+04:00

the finals are finally over! thank god for that..
and i can smell the summer air around the corner
as you all know i have been doing nothing but studying my ass off...
and now that the finals are over i am freeee... :)
the weekend consisted of some party-ing!

first
i went to salmans party *SUGAR HIGH*
wasnt all that amazing but i was with some friends and it ended up fine :)
salooh picked me up at 9 and we went and reached there around 9-10..
then we had some mc'D and we sent some of his friends home back to mirdiff..
by the time we came back to marina it was about 3am alreadyy...
we went to the beach and chilled..
i went home at around 5.30am :D
ahhhhh... :)

second

i had my 16th birthday gathering!
haha yeaa well it wasnt really a party if i might say so myslef :p
it was held at the beach and about 18 people came :)
it was fucking HOT and the gurls simply stripped and went into the water :)
haha we had no music coz my speakers werent working
but we ended up crazking some jokes and entertaining ourselves :D
after that we went to hardees for some fooood XD
everyone went back so only a bunch of us went back to marina
chilled like old times actually <3>
aamir is left for london *i think*
wont be seeing him till august :'(
the gurls slept over btw
NIKOL
PAIGE
NOUNA
haha it was a hell of a night :)
thanks guys for coming and staying eventghough it sucked!
lovee you babyyyy's

PROOF#1

PROOF#2

PROOF#3

well school isnt officially out yet though:/
so im going to school tomorrow :D

i'll see u bitches in school eh?
loveeee youuuu xD

finals = suicide

2009-06-05T18:13:00.003+04:00

well.. as you all have noticed i havent been updatin my blog.. :p
its not coz im lazy this time..
FINALS HAVE BEEN GOIN ON FOR ABOUT A WEEK NOW
i have been doin nothin but study :'(
there will be a party hopping weekend as soon as the finals end :)

will update u on anythin as soon as the finals are over..
love youuuuu x <3

SCHEDULE

sunday: english
monday: science
tuesday: french
wednesday: history
thursday: geography

*WEEKEND*

sunday: maths
monday: arabic
tuesday: islamic

5 DOWN 3 TO GO

wish me luck babies xD

sweet 16 <3

2009-05-26T18:13:00.003+04:00

YES YES YES
I AM FINALLY 16 BABY =)

i know it has been a reaally long time but i am still alive if u guys are wondering :p
was super busy with the travellin*blog about it later* and studyin for ma finals.. :/
finals startin next weeka nd i am so scared.. :((
mama and papa has gifted me my trip to germanyy!!
so ERIC im on my way babyy <3

we went to thank god its fridays (TGIF) for my bbirthday dinner :)
was amazing and could not have asked for anythin more perfect :))

maaz and tannya and a bunch of ma friends gave me a surprise thing in school the other dayy :))
i was so touched coz i wasnt wished the night before...
nikol and kim were theonly ones who called andwished me
i found out that it was all planned.. lol
i was fuckin down and so emo -_-"
and when break time came they made this HUGE surprise!!
thank you guys soo much! :)
i love youuu... <3

happy birthdayy papa :)
may 10

ooh by the way i will update about ma vacation to istanbul kayy...
loves to all! <3

lifes a bitch...

2009-04-30T23:09:00.003+04:00

well what can i say about life right now...
besides the fact that all i have ever done is help people...
and actually try my best to be there for whoever it is that needs someone...
and what is it that i get at the end of the fuckin day?
backstabbers...hatred...lies....pain
sometimes i think that being nice is no longer worth it
ur workin ur ass of as someone who is there
and eventually u are the one that ends up crying...
no matter how much u love that person, or how much u care for that person...
that person would end up hurting you the most
that person would littrelly break u...
i would NEVER create the same mistake...
i dont ever want to be so god damn close to someone where it leads to the point of suicidal
its great that i have friends and that i hope they wont turn their backs on me...
but who knws?
i thought this one person would be there for me forever and care for me
but at the end of the day it all ends up in heart break...
everyone is like.. oooh ELIQA... ALWAYS HAPPY AND SMILLING =)
well guess what ladies and gentleman do u knw how fuckin hard it is for me to put on that face?
to walk in school and smile away and help other people?
how fucked up it is for me to have to hide how i feel...
because i have to be strong for every single person put there that needs me...
someone fucks me up and at the end of the day what do i do?
i forgive and forget
thats just who i am...and i cant change that...
but im sooo tired of being the only gurl EVERY-fuckin-ONE ssteps on...
the people out there should never take a person for granted
beacuse they may seem strong and happy on the outside..
but theyre bleeding in the inside...
and never judge a person

let the person live her/his life...

I FINALLY GOT IT ALL OUT
*wheeiuuhh*

the class ;)

2009-04-18T22:53:00.003+04:00

i simply HAD to put this on here ;)
HAHAHHA
this is the gurls i spend EVERYDAY with...
from 8a.m-2p.m

# 1
WE'RE ALL SOO READY HUH ?
hahahahha
IT TOOK US ALMOST AN HOUR TO ACTUALLY GET INTO THIS POSITION :D

THIS IS #2
this is the REAL us :D
haha... we did this most of the time coz none of us could get ready :p
HAHAHA

spring breaks over :p

2009-04-18T22:38:00.003+04:00

and so my darling readers :p
spring break has just ended :/
and now i am off to school tomorrow...
wow...
well what has been happenin since the break started ?
well LOADS bitches x

we have the 3 A.M group..
which consists of
the sluts
*
nikol
paige
rachel
sean
yamir
ME

haha
no idea why we call it that though :/
haha randomness runs in my system ;)
anyways
there was a couple parties here and there...
was always in gardens and ibn
ooh lets not forget marina ;)
anyways..
i dont really feel like typing fuckloads today
we'll see how school goes tomorroe :p
love ya loads ;)

*listenin to: lollipop luxury-jefree starr*

feelings

2009-04-14T17:25:00.002+04:00

well right now im not in the best of moods..
let me just simply express what i'm currently feelin...

how many times have i been stepped on?
how many times have i allowed myself to be stepped on?
yet i still continue doing whatever it is i do..
i love helping people...
i love listenin to their problems and be there for my friends..
but when i need them..
when i need a shoulder to cry on...
i never ask for theyre help..
i simply am left alone..
the thing is i have been hurt sooo many times ...
dear readers...
you probably would not even be able to imagine how i feel right now.
being a teenager is not just full of complications :p
haha but eventually there will be a time where ur just stuck..
right now i am thinking to myself what is it that i did to deserve such a feeling...
i feel empty and alone...
yes i have good friends around me..
but why is it that i still feel alone?
i am always there...
no matter who,where or when...
give me a call and i am there ...
fuck it i swear!
i just wanna scream and give up right now..

-listening to-
*me,myself & I-beyonce*

options!

2009-03-30T21:54:00.003+04:00

today i had my options event :D
since i am moving on to grade 10...
i will be doing 2 years of the IGCSE course ...
these are the subjects i have chosen to study for the next 2 years...
hoping it would help me in my career choice...
i am going into the MEDIA..
filmmakin, producing, directing...
shit like that :p

okayy there was a huge thing i had to decide...
it was between BUSINESS STUDIES or ENGLISH LITERATURE
the benefits of business was that it would help me in communications,managing, advertising
and other shit...
in english it would help me in communications, advertising, hospitality managment
and other crap...
so i was TORN...
but at the end of the day i have chosen BUSINESS :D
yaaaaaaay
year 10...
HERE I COME..
<3

SOOO....thats all am gonna blog about todayy babies :D
loves to all!!
xoxo

long time :p

2009-03-23T00:18:00.002+04:00

well well well...
it has literally been ages since i have updated this DEAD blog :(
i apologies for my lazy-ness :p
well there has been a lot going on since the last post...
hmm lets start with peggy's party...
it was beyond amazing...
shit happened but overall it was a blast!!

next

lets talk about kimi...
one of my best friends kim has left for south africa...
missing her like crazyy... but trying to keep strong though...
umm she left early this month...
am taking it kinda hard...
but with technology now... all i have to do is call or turn on a webcam...
so its much easier then it would be if it were 50 years ago...lol

next

babes went to paris with the school about a week ago!!
he came back last thursdayy... they went for about a week ...
haha school trip:D
he is leaving for iran tomorrow though for 2 weeks :(
*thats what he told me*
am gonna miss him :(

next

am in shit with the parents...
but i am behaving and hopefully in time will be forgiven...
feel fuckiin shitty though :(
but what to do ...
once u fuck up..
u gotta face whatever it is that comes to u...

next

i am going to GERMANY for summer!!!
to go see my sexyyy ERIC
lol...
tiffany is joining!!!
so am gonna be with tiff and eric again..
its like a reunion
cant fuckin wait though!
DAMN

next

mirna and babes birthday was last fridayy
we had a blast
guests were :
mirna
babes
nikol
aamir
rachel
utsa
mehvash
tannya
sha li
neiha
ME

what happened that niight was fairly simple
chilled in JBR
had dinner in RUBY TUESDAYS
chilled somemore :D
TADA
simple ;)
BUT TONS OF FUN!!!

anyways thats the recents!
i will not promise anythin for now...
but i will try and keep this blog ALIVE
:D

please hear what i'm not saying

2009-02-21T04:35:00.002+04:00

A STORY FROM
CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE TEENAGE SOUL

don't be fooled by me
don't be fooled by the face i wear
for i wear a mask, a thousand masks
masks that i am afraid to take off
and none of them is me
pretending is an art that's second nature to me
but don't be fooled
for gods sake don't be fooled
i give you the impression that i'm secure
that confidence is my name and coolness is my game
that the waters calm and i'm in command
and that i need no one
but don't believe me
my surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask
ever-varying and ever concealing
beneath lies no complacence
beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness
but i hide this, i don't want anybody to know it

i panic at the thought f my weakness and fear being exposed
thats why i frantically create a mask to hide behind
a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend
to shield me from the glance that knows
but such a glance is precisely my salvation
my only hope and i know it
that is, if its followed by acceptance
id it is followed by love
its the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own prison walls
from the barriers i so painstakingly erect
its the only thing that will assure me
of what i cant assure myself
that i am really worth something
i dont like to hide
i dont like to play superficial phony games
i want to stop playing them
i want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've gotta help me
you've gotta hold out your hand
even when its the last thing i seem to want
only you can wipe away from my eyes
the bland stare of the breathing dead
only you can call me into aliveness

each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging
each time you try to understand because you really care
my heart begins to grow wings, very small wings
very feeble wings
but wings!
with your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me
i want you to know that

who am i, you may wonder
i am someone you know very well
for i am every man you meet
and i am every woman you meet

written by : Jill Zevallos-Solak

past & future <3

2009-02-18T18:05:00.002+04:00

past

okayyy.... so what have i been doinn??
ummm simply everything and nothing together :p
we had our sports day a couple days agoo... i won silver for shot put ;)
hmm then one that was over a bunch of us started
dancing in the middle of the field XD
nouna was the DJ...so that should explain the range of musicc ;)
ummm what else?
oooh yess babes came over yestedayy and he slept over yet AGAIN :p
i am never tired of that guy...goshh :D
hahhaa it was hilarious though coz he wasnt sleepy and i was fuckin tired
he didnt let me sleep!!!
but eventualyy he fell asleep till like 5 pm!!
we watched umm... *definitely maybe* till about 4am though :/
before that we were chillin on the balcony...
talking and stuff ;)

future

okayyyy XD
peggy's 16th party is tomorrow!!!
i am sooo THERE
it wont be like a massive partyy though...
but lets just say that its gonna be Fun :D
haha... we'll be expectin loud music...food...*ahems*
lol
i'll update about it when i am settled kayy
love to all those bitches out there ;)
<3

*listening to: my life-the game ft lil wayne*

thursday XD

2009-02-08T23:11:00.002+04:00

when :

thursday

where :

jumeirah beach residence

why :

un-grounded

hapennings

okay so here is what happened!

i was finally allowed to go out :D

thanks to my daddyyy

anyways, we came back from school on thursdayy to my place..

chilled then around 6

alem, these 2 other guys, and tara came

so all of us *me,kim,babes,nouna,aamir,payam,alem,tara,2 guys*

went to jbr...

THEN

me kimi and babes and payam went to eat at scooshi and the rest came along :D

we had tons of jokes and fun

hahhhaha

ate freakin sushi :D

then after that we went to head to teh beach...

we chilled turned on some mucis and had a party of our own

kim.may and about 15 other ppl came..

so about 20 of us had our own partyyy on the beach :D

then

me and kim and babes went back to my place and chilled at home

aamir came a lil later though ..

had a bit more fun then called it a nigght XD

next dayy..

we slept realllyyy late and probably woke up late too :p

we chilled at home the entire day!!

babes cooked amazing food :D

when i say amazing i mean AMAZING

aamir cam over again and just chilled the entire night at home...

we did a couple things here and there ;)

haha

oooh liaan came!!!

next dayy

papa and mama decided to take us kids to the cinema :D

we watched slumdog millionaire!!

it was lets just say an eye opener ...

it was a realllyyy good movie...

gives all of us that there is hope out there..

loved it :D

aamir joined us again after the movie..

had dinner and chilled at home...

then we called it a night...

babes and kimi went back todayy...

aamir was with us today too after school..

we skipped school though todayy

*wanna see pics?*

check em out on my facebook

too lazyy to upload em here todayy :p

sorryyyyy...

*listenin to: broken strings-james morrison ft nelly furtado*

BUSTED XD

2009-01-31T16:38:00.002+04:00

here goes...
lets just say i am currently grounded:(
this is due to the fact that my parents found out that i have been drinkin :p
i am sooo not proud of it.. lol
and i accept my punishment!
seriously ...
anyway...

next

kimi and babes slept over last weekend coz i couldnt leave the house:D
they ended up sacrificing their entire weekend to chill at my place...
and we didnt go out!
omg i love my friends!!

next

babes slept over this weekend again...
i was actually able to go out to jbr on thursday night..
i was soooo happy coz i havent been out for abt a month!!
it felt sooo good to be out:D
i was with aamir and babes... met up with a couple frens in jbr..
chilled till about 2.30am:D
then babes slept ova:D
yesterday night he went to mirdiff... i couldnt go
soo then he came back to my place around 7am slept here.. :D

next

assesment are starting tomorrow!!
been studying :D
seriouslyy... **
anywayss wish me luckk bitch's!!!
coz i fuckin need it..
oooh i got full marks for my history project:D
thanks to megan and banoo;)

okay i am done blogging..:D
will update you on how the assesments went tomorrow:D

thats if i aint to lazzyyy :p
<3

simple weekend ;)

2009-01-16T16:02:00.005+04:00

ummm i think it was a thursday when we had this SIMPLE WEEKEND ;)
not too sure about it though...:/

*remembering*

okay it was definitely thursday!

after school:D

who was there??

*nouna
*babes

*armaan

*maaz

*fahad

*karan

*azaan

*camilia

*payam

*ahmed

*kimi

*yousef

*sammie

*marwan

etc ;)

...i think thats it...

actions

okay first we were at ibn... walked there straight after school

hung out at this random place;)

no idea how to describe how to get there :(

hahaha

a bunch of us just chilling and making jokes..

loved it!

hahahah i laughed sooooo hard!!

then

we all walked to gardens..

played some football!!!

haha hung out some more..

more jokes

more laughing

HAHAH

then

me,nouna,babes,azaan

went back to my place..

they slept over:D

and mama had a dinner in mirdiff..

soo free ticket to go see KIMI

we all went togther:D

met up with the UPTOWN guys :D

had MORE FUN

lol...

simple weekend...

but it was beyong amazing ;)

enjoy some pics;)

random laughter alert:D

*wanna see more pics check out my facebook ;)

xoxo

merry x'mas & happy new year :p

2009-01-04T23:32:00.006+04:00

.: 2009 :.

okay... i knw its been ages :p
but busyy-ness has overcome my blogging capabilities :p
anyways... lets start with
x'mas
well... lets see.. :/
we had an amazing eve dinner..
we had tons of sausages :D
yummyyy XD
then for christmas dinner we had TURKEYYY <3
babes came over for christmas dinner...
we opened presents on the EVE :P and babes opened his presents on christmas day when he cam over...
he got his spoon and fork from muaa..
and papa gave him a bracelet thingy...
ooh and he got a cereal bowl ;) i got the entire twilight collection :D
and a BRITNEY SPEARS perfume XD
*sexxyyy smelling*
babes got me the latest book...HOST
elli got me necklaces..
elisha and randy got me a guess wallet and a red adidas sweater:D
kimi got me some great earings from aldo :D
YAAAAY

NOW ME MOVE ON TO

NEW YEARS XD

new years was amazing :D
the aunties were all here... and ofcourse we spend time with them on new years :D
there was a party in mirdiff though..
but i didnt go :(
still had fun that night though :D
glad i could spend it with family...
HAHHAH
had great dinner with some wine to top it all off :D
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here are pics :D
enjoy;)

*if u wanna see more pics u gotta check out my facebook :D
<3>

XOXO

nouna's bash :D

2008-12-29T06:59:00.005+04:00

first i am going to apologies for the oh so long of me not bloggin :p

not been in the mood latelyy and i have been sooo busyy :(

sooooorrrryyyyy

okayy

detailss :-

place: jumeirah beach/marina/my crib/jBr

duration: almost 2 days

host: nouna :D

party people: EVERYONE ;)

WHAT HAPPENED?

well... the party started at 6

but we arrived at around 10pm

it took us about 40 minutes to find the place!

we arrived and chilled by teh fire, cracked some lame ass jokes,had fun,danced,partied,ate, etc.etc

the party was then brought to marina walk where we chilled till about 4am

then we all went back to my house and they slept ova:p

there was around 10 pl slepin ova in my room!

who knew it was possible?

we eventually didnt realy sleep coz karan was being a pain:D

but we lovee him anyways ;)

when everyone woke up around 2pm we chilled an home till about 7..

a lot of them went home by then..

me, nouna, kim, babes, elli, shazzy

we went to jbr to chill by the beach... AGAIN xD

tehn we went back to my place..

nouna and kim left around 3 am

babes left a lil earlier:(

anywayyy...thats the summary

i cannot go into detail now can i ?

here are some pics to show u what we were upto ;P

ENJOY

*wanna see more pics? check em out on my facebook ;)

barracuda XD

2008-12-13T21:32:00.005+04:00

location :*

barracuda beach resort

duration:*

friday till saturday

guests:*

me,payam,kim

host:*

BABES

thursday

okay, soo i was with kimi the nigh before and we were just chilling...

kim had to go home early... so that night i met up with babes and payam

and we went to chill in JBR

we didnt really do anything we were just hanging out a the beach...

it was a funny thing though coz i thought that it was mohsens party that night...

so i brought elli with us..

we went to ibn battutta first to get him a pressie..

we all chipped in and got him a ZIPPO ;)

guess what though...we found out the pary was on the next night!

so thats how we eneded up just chilling in JBR ;p

later

we sent elli home and then i went back with elli...

took a shower and freshened up then went to babes hse

i slept ova coz we were leavin real early the next mornin ;(

babes bed after wakin up :D

lol

friday

okay so we woke up at 8am...

dressed and left around 8.30am

we had to go and pick up kimi from mirdiff:p

after gettng her we were on our journey to baracudda XD

it was a 1 1/2 hour drive!

but it was fun coz we were all in the car together and bonding :D

we stopped at a petrol station and had some hot dogs and sandwiches:p

wen we arrived we ended up chilling in the room..

talked,played,and other stuff ;)

we were up almost all night!

we went to have dinner at the restaurant

played a couple games of pool..

it was reallyyy nice!

then played by the swings and hung out at the beach..

it was veryy chillin..

saturday

we had to leave at 11am!

it was soo hard for us to wake up...

but we did then we all went home..:p

later at night i chilled with babes again:D

that was barracuda :p

*the room*

*the view*

*the restaurant*

*the friends*

all this equals to a hellova load of funXD

xoxo

*thx babes for inviting me;)*

its over :'(

2008-11-28T01:29:00.003+04:00

well guys,

me and ammar broke up today...

i actually decided that it was time to let him go...

in a way, we remain close friends...

by doing what i did, i have just stopped myself from hurting:(

ammar is an angel... the fact that he tried his best is totally amazing...

but it has been 6 weeks since i last gone out with him...

its not his fault... i cannot be selfish:(

the thing that i ask to myself is...

how does a gurl break up with someone who loves her sooo much?

at least i think he loves me... he tells me he does.. u knw ?

confussion has been lurking in my mind the entire time...

a part of me feels like i did the right thing,

another part of me wants to just cryy...:(

i think ammar will get someone much better, who isnt so demanding.. :/

the thing is i love him... but as a friend...

i have fallen out of love with him :(

i knw it sounds horrible...

like how the f**k could she fall out of love with such an angel?

i hate myself for doing that :/

but i cant go on being unhappy...

and i cant let him continue in this relationship knowing that he will get much more hurt ...

soo i decided to finally make the desicion to end it..

we decided to remain close friends :D

we still see each other everyday in school :/

but we wont be able to do things we used to...

like makin out in the coridors :(

well... i promsed a post about my relationship...

here it is...:/

ps... i am reading TWILIGHT ;p

assesments XD

2008-11-23T01:54:00.003+04:00

okay...

as we all knw...

assesments are starting tomorrow and lasting the entire week!

i slept over at kimi's this weekend and we studied as much as possible!

and then i came home and continued studying my history!

i HATE history....

seirously the entire assasination one the franz guy and his wife...

the entire WORLD WAR I

its all old storryyy's...

okayy sometimes it does get a lil interesting!

like when france,usa and great britian bitch about germany...

even in those days they were BITCHES

LOL...

i have history tomorrow!

and

a math class test:p

oh god help me:(

SUBJECT CHANGE

about the whole ammar thing...

ummm...i still dont knw what to do:/

i knw he loves me...

and i love him...

but i am confused:(

soo we'll see what will happen tomorrow:/

i'll blog about it kayy...:D

CHANGE SUBJECT

the entire weekend was spent with babes and kimi!

had a blast...

saw payam for a while on thursdayy...

miss him already :/

i gtg and continue studyin :((((

wish me luck bitch's

loves

xoxox

sigh

2008-11-19T22:09:00.003+04:00

okay, so here is what happened...

me and ammar is having some time off from each other..

i promise it is not permanent, its just i need some time alone...

the thing with ammar is that i always understand his situations...

when i decided to have this break between us, i was thinking to myself...how fucking dumb am i?

i mean ammar loves me....

at least thats what he says:(

saying the words I LOVE YOU is not that difficult...

its when u show the person...

sometimes u dont even have to say those words...

just by showing how u feel towards them makes u super happy...

i have tried my best to make ammar feel happy...

seriously i have given it my all...

all i want from him is to show me he loves me...

i need him to WANT me,

i need him to NEED me,

i need him to LOVE me...

it would be very selfish of me to tell him to change,,,

but if he cant change then i would just have to accept him the way he is...

the thing with me is, i am IN LOVE with him...

as much as he hurts me, i continue loving him:(

i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me though :/

all i knw is that i am still in love with ammar...

BTW

this weekend is my study/hangout/sleep weekend at kimi's place:p

i am just gonna have fun and forget about this whole ammar thing for a while:/

i will talk to him on sunday and we will see what happens..

i promise to tell you guys whats neww kayy...

for now i wanna sleep:/

nitess all!!

loves

xoxox

the weekend ;)

2008-11-17T18:22:00.003+04:00

well...sorry for the couple dayss delay...was a lil busyy with the school work and shit:p

anywho...i'll start by saying the weekend was with ofcourse babes** and kim** XD

i dunno what i would do without them...:/

okayy...lets start :-

.:thursday:.

well it started as soon as the bell rung at school :D

the three of us headed to ibn battuta...chilled with a couple of friends...till about 7pm

then we headed back to my place..btw kim slept over;)

me and kim freshened up and babes watched CNN with my dad!

lo0ol

anywho, around 9 we headed down to the marina got us some ice and *coke*

started chatting,chilling,and etc.etc.

we hung out till about 2am...

haha not even doing anythin we had soo much fun :p

call us freaks ;)

.:friday:.

this was the dayyy we had the most fun!!

me and the family + kim + randy...went to the beach...

yeaaaaaaaaa babyyyyy sum sun-kissed time ;)

had an amazing time with em...we were there from 12-6!

then had dinner at 'CHOW KING'

around 7.30 reached home...

as usual...babes** went to watch james bond wit his famlyy...

then he caught up with us and we all chilled at marina this time again :p

well lets just say teh night was f**king crazyyy...

and PRIVATE ;)

we met babes in the lobbyy...

and he was using the most sexxiest perfume ;)

*cough*

anywho,we chilled as usual...

then bagaraaa*noor* came!

had a wailll of a night...

thats all i am tellin;)

went home super late!!

like at 4am...

kim v. was there... she came over and lft at like 6am :p

i was totally out!

now how was that for a weekend blog?

simple/boring/nice?

hahaha whatever u bitches think...

i dun care :D

its what i did!

gotta go cook dinner :p

lovess

xoxox

random dayy..

2008-11-12T00:54:00.003+04:00

whywell nothing much happened todayy... i slept att 4am yesterdayy...

had about 3 hours of sleep...

in school i think the most interesting thing was PE...

yeaa played with some balls ** and saww my marlove:* doing a lil sports...o00o0oh ;)

well...afetr school i came homw and caught up with some of my missing zZzZzZ,

did that for abt and hour then around 5 went down to the marina to do a lil shopping...

spent 100$ on god knws what!!

had to buyy stuff like tracing paper and files and shit.:p

kimi didnt come to school today so it was a lil boring...

but my gurls*peggy,sara,amna* made the dayy much more tolerable:D

i seriously wouldnt knw what to do without them:(

*subject change*

i miss ammar though...

its been about 3 weeks since i last went out with him...

i mean i knw i see him everydayy in school,but its different when u go out with each other...

u can hold hands, talk abt crap, laugh totally loud...KISS

haha things we cant really do much in school...

coz i see him about 15-20 min. in total everydayyy..

i dunno if he is free this weekend though...

he's always just soo busyy...

and todayy he had a guitar class in school...

yeaa..he isnt the one learning,he's the TEACHER XD

awwww my bf...the TEACHER....

and only I am allowed to KISS him all i want :p

how luckyy am i???

well i am done rambling...

nitess

xoxox

<3>

reports :p

2008-11-11T02:50:00.002+04:00

anywho...today papa came over to the school...

yea well coz today was the consultation:p

haha yeaa for the gurls who didnt do well in their assesments this is the dayy they DIE :P

well...i thought today was the daayy i did that...

soo papa came to school at like what...4.40pm :)

then spoke to the teacher..mrs.susha**

and well guess what guys!!

*REPORT*

i got all A's...except for 3 B's :p

haha yeaa babyyy...

i study for like the last week!!

go out everydayy

and i think i did pretty well :/

the next assesment i sooooo cannot do that!

i have to studyy my ass off!!

papa gave me a warning...

see i went out EVERYDAY

so papa said that he was saying yes for me going out and all..

i went out with BABES btw..

i go out tilll late and night and shit..

sooo papa said all he wants are RESULTS!

and lookie here...

i think i gave him quite good results..

so in a wayy i can say we are even!

YAY

i gtg to bed guys..its 3am and i have school in 4 hours!

xoxoxo

loves

p.s: today was me and ammars 4 month!!!

and

mama and papa's 18th year!!!

and

kim and moe's 1 month!!!

i love you

always have

always will

ammar

haapppyy halloweeen :p

2008-11-07T19:34:00.006+04:00

31st october 2008

night of halloween

celebrated at the beach

6pm to 2am

guests

enejan

mona

kim

amir

payam

rachel

mike

alexsandra

mohsen

shiori

beverly

summer

anmol

priya

amna

nadia

proof of our presence :)

mike and alex <3>

mike the joker...:p

alex the victim :p

mike me and anmol

enjoying our verryy boringg night ;)

entertaining ourselves by playing a lil game of

truth or dare

hahaha me and mohsen :D

doing a lil *wink*

luvv yaaa hun XD

me and mike...;)

awwwww aren't theyy just sooooo cute togther:D
the pefect *freaky*couple
<3>

hahaha this was one of the mane things done....
just chilling drinking some coke...
gossiping :D
and i assure u thats all we did
*cough*cough*

i was the devil babyyy XD

me and amir...
snapshot moment ;P

awwwww
the threee angels :D
beverly*shiori*summer

one of my bestest friendsss kimi *on the left*

and rachel

love this gurl to death :p

overall:

rate: 6/10

*could have been a bit more fun ;P

but loved it anywaysss XD

thx guys for showing up :p

lovesss

xoxoxox

oman :*

2008-11-07T18:25:00.002+04:00

well....the trip to oman was a very

familyy thing:)

we spent 7 hours to get to our destination!!

7 hours of our family being together in our car...bonding...singing...talking...snoring XDanyways we stayed in a hotel apartment...there wasn't much in oman...its mostly a historic place...old things...old people...:p

pix for your enjoymeny :p

daddyyy driving the carr :D

our hotel:D

*may not look like much*

but it has a kitchen and 2 bedrroms and 3 bathrroms...:p

*THE VIEW*
me :D

at the yathc's placee XD

the fort.....*where people die XD*

the FOOD :P

this is a picture of our simple kampung fried rice..

which costs RM55.00 XD

the breathtaking sunset is well...breathtaking:D

alltogether..oman was a vacation that was enjoyed...

but i think it will be quite some time before we vacation again :D

long time hmmm? :(

2008-09-28T06:26:00.004+04:00

hello my fellow readers (if i have any that is)...

its been a really long time since i have updated...:(

i have been pretty busy lately...

and soo much has happened i dun even knw where to start:S

MONA'S BEACH PARTY ;)

started out simple and fun...

ended up being a crazyyyy night ;P

detailss :

well...i actually was sleeping over at kim's place that night...

so we went from her hous to mercato..to meet up with amir :)

went shopping for a pressie for the b'dayy gurll ;)

then headed to the scene:p

the party didnt start for abt and hour coz the b'day gurl was fashionably late :D

but when she arrived we had a blast

and we went back at abt 2.30am :))

YEAAAAA XD

after the partyy me and kimi couldn't stop ourselves from stopping at

mcdonalds for some burgers and fries XD

we were having hunger strikesss :P

the next night after having a massive hangover :(

we slept in a lil bit...then around 7pm went to visit our bestieee NOOR :D

she had to mmove to sharjah so we thought whyy not drop by and crash the house !

instead of helping we ate her food and hung out :p

arent we such good friendss??

miss ya hell a lot babe :(

beautiful song XD

2008-08-25T15:01:00.002+04:00

kau cantik hari ini

today your beautiful

lama sudah tak ku lihat

it's been a long time since last i saw you

kau yang dulu ku mahu

you have always been the one

kadang ingat kadang tidak

you were frequent on my mind

bagaimana dirimu

how have you been?

*kau cantik hari ini

today your beautiful

dan aku suka

and i am fond of it

kau lain sekali

your different

dan aku suka

and i like it

entah ada angin apa

i was struck by this mystique wind

kau berdiri di sana

when i saw you standing there

berhenti aliran darahku

my blood stops flowing

kau menatap mataku

when u look into my eyes

*kau cantik hari ini

today your beautiful

dan aku suka

and i am fond of it

kau lain sekali

your different

dan aku suka

and i like it

takkan ku biarkan lagi

i will never allow you

menghilang dari kehidupanku

to part from me again

xoxo

my bye bye with friends=)

2008-08-25T13:56:00.007+04:00

location:

the curve

who was there:

*tiffany

sam*

*elli

kenneth*

*omar

meng*

*alex

hasif*

*syed

jeem*

*azumin

aira*

*theera

ella*

*ben

aris*

*faathir

nadia*

*dalya

afi*

my gurlzzz XD

haha my ex bf =P

mr.pro photographer =))

pool and foosball!!!

i am seriously gonna miss u guysss XDD

might see u guys soon=))

lovessss

xoxox

Panic at the disco XD

2008-08-08T22:09:00.004+04:00

details

date: 5th august 2008

venue: bukit jalil

time: 8pm

rating: 12/10

AWSOME!!

songs made famous by them and some pics<3

lying is the most fun a girl can have

without taking her clothes off i write sins not tragedies
9 in the afternoon
but its better if you do
nails for breakfast and tacks for snacks

boys will be boys

the only difference that green gentleman

i went with tiff, elli, kenneth=)

me and tiff an elli went from tiff's crib to the lrt...

then arrived at abt 7pm

entered and fucin rocked that concert!!

it was sooo amazing=)

i love panic baby XD

xoxox

m0vi3$...

2008-08-02T23:31:00.003+04:00

HELLBOY II

rating:10/10

for those of you guys out there thats a huge fan of hellboy...

you will totally love this movie...it may not be as good as the first...

but i enjoyed it very very much!!

THE DARK KNIGHT

rating:12/10

since this was HEATH LEDGERS last film..

i would like to say that he will never know how brilliant his acting is!

i was never a huge fan of batman..to tell u the truth...

but when i watched this movie he acted like as though he was the joker himself!

i loveeeeeeeee this movie....its the type of movie that i can watch over and over again...

and it will still freak me out everytime he says

'WHY SOOO SERIOUS?'

VIRGIN TERRITORY

rating:7/10

this movie actually makes no sense....its abt a boy who is supposed to be the hottest guy ...

wich i agree...and its abt all these nuns who want him...

its also abt virgins DUH!

lol...watch it coz hayden christensen and mischa barton is in it=P

BETTER THEN CHOCOLATE

rating:8/10

this is actually one of the most intersting movies i have ever watched...

its abt these to gurls who fall in love with each other...and abt a guy who had surgery

and is now a gurl who is in love with a gurl who wants to be a guy...

hahah confusing?? it was at first...

if ur into american pie you'll love this movie...

[warning:adult content]

THE HAPPENING

rating:7/10

this movie actually openned my eyes to what we as humans are doing to destroy this planet..

and since were destroying it...it is having its revenge and killing us back=P

sound fucked up...the visual effects are awsome!

but i was sooo not impressed with mark wahlbergs performance though=((

he acts like a gurl in here...sooo sensitive...

i mean he is a badboy guy...not a wuss=(

love<3

2008-07-17T02:50:00.002+04:00

well...what can i say abt love??

to me...the person you love is a person you can trust a person who is not only ur bf/gf but your bestfriend...and sometimes love is a funny thing...
i can say i am in love now...=)
because i am...i know i can count on him...i know i can trust him...and i know he loves me back!
he doesn't care what i look like...to him i am a beautiful person...LOL=P
i am soooo happy!!!
and we haven't even been on our first date yet...
i know what your thinkin...how can i love him when we havent even been out?
well its easy...like i said i trust him and i just love him..i dunno how..but i do=))
i have had these feelings before...but i think this time its real and i know i won't get hurt...
we met at school...lol...
actually i had a huge crush on him!!
and i never even thought i could actually even talk to him!! he made me soooo nervous=P
haha well i adored him for about 3 months...
then we got each others numbers and e mails and well the chemistry was right...
he makes me feel sooo different...nobody has ever mad me feel that way b4...
the great thing is he promised he wont ever lie to me...and i know i can rely on that promise..
just to let all ya'll know i eliqa shaza am no longer single=))
ohhh and another thing that u gurls out there should know...
if a guy ever tells u not to tell anyone that ur a couple...that ussually means bad news...
it means he wants to keep u secret...
and to me i wouldnt accept it...
well my guy wants to share me with the world...
and thats another reason why i love him soooo much<333

xoxo

my 15th b'day bash<3

2008-07-13T20:12:00.007+04:00

THE INVITATION

THE GUESTS

~NOOR~

~ENEJAN & NADIA~
~MONA~
~MIRNA~
~SARA~

~KIM~ ~EMMA~
~AMNA~ ~FAIZA~

THE ONES WITH NO PIC<3
*NICOLE*

PRIYA

*ELLI*

CALLY

THE PARTY!!
we danced to all the latest tracks=D

we did things we werent supposed to=P

we even had the neighbours tell us to keep quite coz we were makin too mush noise!

overall the party was a hit=DD

haha

love all ya'll gurls<3

THE TRADITIONAL 'cake in the face' PIC=D

THE AFTER PARTY LEPAK'S

AND CLEAN UP'S
after the exhausting dancing..

we hanged in the room and just chilled=DD

and the gurls cleaned up for me=P

omg that was seriously soo sweet of them!!!

THE AFTER PARTY DOWN AT THE MARINA AT 1AM...

after the party and after cleaning up the place...

we headed down to the marina walk to get ourselves a lil wet=D

haha we were there till abt 2am....

THE BOYS

then the boys arrived at 2am and we broke into the pool=D

then the gurls jumped in with their dresses...

and things started to get a lil fun...

lol

OVERALL

i would give it a 10/10=D

my first dubai party...

and it wa sa success=DD

love u gurls!!!!!!

LIMOsleepoverMALL ...baby <3

2008-06-10T23:20:00.011+04:00

this is simply the way we winshester students enjoy the

end of the finals exams<3

haha yay=P

and this is how i wanna say goodbye to my dearest and one of my best friends

noor=DD

she may be leaving to jordan*i think*

and i am gonna miss her sooooo much!!!

love u baby<3

so here is are some pics for ur enjoyment=DD

haha

the journey to ibn from school<3

enjoying the limo=D

love ya KIMI<333

her brother=DDD

khalid...

this is noor...

she is super nice

super hot

super sweet

super great

and i love her soooo much=DD

i may only hav eknwon her for a lil while...

but its like i have known her for much more longer<3

she is one of my best friends...

love u baby<333

<3schoolfriendslife*events<3

2008-05-25T21:19:00.009+04:00

a peak into my wild life here in dubai...

my wild new crazy friends<3

my wild new personality...

simply a sneak peak in the life of eliqa here in dubai<3
nour trying to race her way to the top=DD

the boys that start of my day in the bus...loves<3

my talent show partners=))
my model like friends<333
my personal mae up artist and one of my best friends<3

hahaha me and nadine doing a commercial for yummy cupcakes...

think its good huh??

my gurls<33
happy birthday kim!!!!
kim's b'day cake....
funky huh?

haha these are th senior gurls that love hangingg out wif us...

love em to death!!!

*mona*

*rihab*

*nadine*

awww for kim's surprise we hires a limo to take us on a ride=DD

simply in school<3
friends<3

sara and kim looking smokin=D
three angels...nadia,amna and me=D
nour and her bitch alia....hahhahahXxXx
gurls in the mall being all hot and sassy<3

only to make ppl jealous...

limo drop off...

loves u baby's<3

ahhh regins...the pretty and nice gurl...

also known as the model look alike...

she could be one!!

i swear<3

love her loadz<3

heidi the burberry whore...
from shoes to bag to hairband to perfume to top...
all from BURBERRY=D

models allert=0
owh u really love me....

u really love me...

well first we wanna thank GOD!

then we wanna thank all the fans suppporting us<3

hahah whatever la....

now that u have seen my life in dubai...

u have seen my new friends....

u will soon realize i am the same eliqa shaza u guys know=D

no mater where i am what i am doing...

i am still the simple malaysian girl

whom everybody loves<3

miss u guys....

X.x.X..modelling on the bus<3

2008-05-25T20:57:00.005+04:00

just a lil photography done by me=DD

the models in these pictures are

*nicole*

*dina*

*amna*

*victoria*

*eliqa*

if u would like to hire me as a photographer i would gladly accept=DD

whatever la...

love ya'll

and

see u guys soon<3

muaxxx<3

dreamland<3aquapark..

2008-05-13T17:45:00.007+04:00

it was a two hour drive=)

but it was al worth it<3

here are some pics.....

ENJOY=D

before we left the school<3
everywhere we go we need make-up=DD
girls gone wild...XD
help us!! we are dyin of boredom=((
girls gone wild part 2=D
how to say fuck off with a lil spunk...model it baby=DD

they are like me and tiff=D

they love each other like crazy...

miss u tiffff(iatch)..

<3 ooooh who's thong is that???

finally=DDDDD

we arrived...

thats where the fun really began<3

oh my god...faiza is lookin hot=D

all the pretty gurls in the changing room tryin to look theyre best for the hotties outside=DD

xoxoxoxweeeeeeeeeeeeeee*****<3awsome pose nicole!!!

love you babe<3slide*awww look at em...

so together*cough*

and happy...faiza and dina lookin amazing<3this is victoria...she is secretly a model...

u know her secret right...

(victoria's secret)loves<3everywhere i go there has to be food involved...

u guys know me<3waterfall photoshoot<3go victoria...

make all em guys drool<3what a lucky dragon...

hahaha=D

love em to death=DDD

ps...

miss u guys back home like crazy...

and

cant wait to see u guys in june...

clear your scheduals ppl

eliqa is coming back=DDD

invisible=(

2008-04-28T19:06:00.003+04:00

i just wanna show you

she dont even know you

she's never gonna love you

like i want to...

and u just see right through me

but if you only knew me

we could be a beautiful,miracle and unbelievable

instead of just invisable...

xoxoxo

Steven Wiltshire

2008-04-25T00:09:00.002+04:00

amazing dude!

here's the info on this guy kay...
he can draw accurately buildings and cities through memory...
he looks at the city...and he draws it....
amazing huh??!!!
he was in dubai and now he is drawing dubai=D
he was born in london...
there was this one time when he got on a helicopter and saw the city from the sky...
he then drew it just like that by using his memory!!
xoxox

if u wanna know more abt him check out his website
http://www.stephenwiltshire.co.uk/

loves<3

urban dessert festival=)))

2008-04-20T16:53:00.006+04:00

DATE=) 18th.April.2008

VENUE=)Dubai Festival City

RATE=)12/10

the amazing stage we watch performances from...wo0h0o=)

aren't we just so pretty..

aliya,nadia and me=D

nour,amal and nadia...lookin so clean and fresh b4 the concert started...

soroush and amir loookin super hot=DD

these two famous guys...i dunno who they are..but they were famous=)

if u are 21 above...u get to go to the bar...which is in the air!

no fuckin joke guys...thats the bar!

they lift it with a crain and its like a club but in the sky=D

yay;D we got to meet those famous guys we dont know....well i dont know at least!

lol=Pparty PARTY party PARTY....<3<3 the DJ's were so amazing!

as soon as they did what they did..the concert turned into a big club!

it was amazing<3

the gurls just enjoyin themselves:DDD

from left...savannah,summer,amna and me:PDANCE dance DANCE dance<3<3<3fat joe....amazing rapping...and great performance!haha the black violin was wicked man!

they were shredding their violin like nobody's bussiness man!nour NADIA amal

lookin super sexy and hot gurls!

muah muah muah

Akon was worth the wait!

he was so fuckin amazing...

he performed hits like'

*smack that

*bellydancer

*i wanna love u

*lonely

*i fell in love with a stripper

*bartender

and so much more!!

i am so fuckin happy that i was there!

it was fuckin awsome and just dunno what else to say...

loves and peace out guys...

muah

xoxoxo

ps:check out the pic that the ahlan magazine took of us!

http://www.ahlanlive.com/2400?imgN=9954*click

Friends=D

2008-04-12T19:05:00.007+04:00

LOCATION: mall of the emirates and marina walk=)

well...here are some pics for you guys to enjoy...

these are the things i do...

and these are also the ppl i hang with=)

enjoy=))

i just love balls=) dont you?? lol:DDonya

awww isn't she just so adorable ..

me and the hard rocker mona<3
me and the pretty gurl...maha=))
from left:mona,enejan,maha,me<3

haha stick it out monaXD
doin nothing but gettin massaged by a chair=))lolfrom left:donya,ayeh,me<333 hahha in the tunnel of death!!

i am fuckin jokin la=)

all my pretty/beautiful/smart/bitchy gurls i can relate to<3

from left:aliya,nadia,amal,nour<3

arent we all just so addicted to takin pics!!!

oooh i love this pic!!!

shake it, sh-shake it...

lmao<3

hanging out at the malls community theatre:))

i think u can call it that...

haha model it baby<3

from left:ayeh,sarah,me(underneath sarah),amir and pyme(i dunno how to spell his name:)

tina...lookin amazin:)

haha we were at chillies till like 12.30am<3>

hello? yea whose on the other line?? LMAO XD

this is at marina walk where i stay...it was like 2am:) and we were all just hanging out:)

this was at 3am!!!we were fuckin tired and had to go home=D well i was at least!!

and they were usin me as a fuckin pilow!!!

haha i am comfortable u know=DD

loves<3

xoxox

so sweet=)

2008-04-06T04:02:00.003+04:00

omfg u guys...this is the cutest song ever=)

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

(barry louis poliser-all i want is you)

(juno soundtrack=))

wild wadi=D

2008-04-05T02:15:00.004+04:00

it was an amazing and fun day ...

haha...

heres some pics for ur enjoyment...

trust elli to be the klutz of the family...

the day hasnt even started and she had to fall...

lol

aww what a lifesaver=D

haha she gets her looks from me=D

i wish!

trust us to eat our hearts out=DD

best buds=DD

we are like a family....

wild wadi is a place u have to go if u are or wanna come to dubai....

its fuckin awsome and fun....

they have slides....but they dont go down ok

they go up....its fuckin amazing guys=DD

Elements Of Nothingness

New blog :D

Final Year x

Holland x

blackberryy!!

summertime ;)

Home :(

Loving Me ;)

Abyss

Movies ;)

School.

Exams.

Busy.

Information Technology

New Light :)

Why?

Winner ;)

Winter Jam ;)

Piercing x

Burdubai x)

Today.

new page :)

Agesssss x

Dead x

Love Drunk ?

boo ;)

simply pain...

sharjahh xD

summer :'(

yesterdays bliss ;)

lo0ong time eh?

summer time <3

finals = suicide

sweet 16 <3

lifes a bitch...

the class ;)

spring breaks over :p

feelings

options!

long time :p

please hear what i'm not saying

past & future <3

thursday XD

BUSTED XD

simple weekend ;)

merry x'mas & happy new year :p

nouna's bash :D

barracuda XD

its over :'(

assesments XD

*sigh*

the weekend ;)

random dayy..

reports :p

haapppyy halloweeen :p

oman :*

long time hmmm? :(

beautiful song XD

my *bye bye* with friends=)

Panic at the disco XD

m0vi3$...

love<3

my 15th b'day bash<3

LIMO*sleepover*MALL ...baby <3

<3school*friends*life*events<3

X.x.X..modelling on the bus<3

dreamland<3aquapark..

invisible=(

Steven Wiltshire

urban dessert festival=)))

Friends=D

so sweet=)

wild wadi=D

sigh

my bye bye with friends=)

LIMOsleepoverMALL ...baby <3

<3schoolfriendslife*events<3